30 April, 2007
Saturday was out with LaoGong for our 2nd yet 1st date.. Haha.. Had a great day thou we did nth much. Really nth much at all that i'm so angry the time pass to fast to realise. LaoGong always so silly to come fetch me den in the end take train back to he direction to where he stay.
We went to woodland and shop to find LaoGong telephone and finally got one from the pasam malam for $5.90.When we saw it we were lky "so cheap!". Haha! But ppl, u can predict the bad pt of cheap tins rite. But nvm, got fone me n LaoGong happy le. After that we went to Far East to have our lunch.Lunch wasn't nice for mine den LaoGong sae sorry to me!Make me dun noe how to say him siax!After that we walk and chat till walk to Dhoby Ghaut lo.Walk ard den stop at a shop that sell hings to decorate photo album.LaoGong was lky kinda happy to found this shop.Haha!Hopefully LaoGong's money are not invested in that shop!Haha!
Our last destination end at Changi Airport. LaoGong had a hard time trying to use his hand to cover my leg cux i wore skirt.Haha. He always lky tt de. Each time i wear something not collar tee or jeans he get very careful and keep cover.Haha! Was at Terminal 1 and saw this couple was so into their ahem!haha.. We really cant tahan dem lo.. Haha..
Anyway had a great date and I really pray we could be able to meet more ba. I'm really scare how's life gonna be when LaoGong go attachment siax!Now already kinda hard to find tym to mit. Haix.. Nvm.. I must cheer up!Later after class mitting LaoGong le!Hehe!Tml oso mitting to do our work!hehe!
LaoGong I want hug hug you and pinch ya fei rou! (My laoGong is not fat de worx!he is jus having beer belly only.. I just love LaoGong's belly!!Haha, Can pinch pinch de!!Nice to play de lo!!)
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2:44 PM
27 April, 2007
This is the day I gonna say something specially to someone and everyone...
I know people will think, why am i making decision so fast. I cant give my reason to it but all i know, I'm doing things based on my feeling. I know some of you might think I shouldn't do things based on feeling but too bad, I'm a feeler. This is the fact.
I remembered there is one a person who told me that my ideal kind of boyfriend and relationship is impossible, is a fantasy. I tried to believe and hoping to change myself but facts let me believe myself. The same person mentioned if i were to choose my partner, i should choose the one who is able to help me in my life. I'm sorry to mention that, I'm not able to do so. That is why my decision was made confirmed that instant. I do not need my partner to be helpful in my life because that should be a partner in career but in love. Love is what should be in a relationship.
The fact that is surfaced in my life is that, there is someone matches the standard that i made as ideal. Or I can say, far more better than my ideal.Everything happening in my life is so ideal now. I can never predict what can happen in the future, but I know at least I had proven myself that my ideal type do exist. Even if it only last for a short moment, I'm contented. In my life, too many things had happened. People around me did wrong to me, and I did wrong to people too. I'm learning, learning hard to handle things in a correct way. But I know, I'll still follow my feeling after all.
My life is so beautifully pictured with -him- by my side. Yes, the him is Gabriel Lim. People might think whether is that a true love, because things happening to both of us are too fast.Far too fast to predict. Our first conversation marked our destiny. The chalet pulls us closer and let me realize how much you wanted to protect me, how you don't wish to see me angry even after you are drunk and totally lost your mind. Every small little things you did, make me feel I'm well protected. You are the first to let me feel what exactly sense of security is about. This feeling is great because I feel that with you around, there is nothing to fear about. Because you will be there to protect me.You did everything that I like, everything.
For once I did something I had never done before. I was amazed by myself I would actually don't bother about anything and travel all the way from NP to NYP to give you a surprise. I was totally not bothered by the traveling nor my tiredness but to reach your school asap because I wanted to see you. I wanted to see your smile because of my surprise. I feel so great to see the smile on your face. You always make the effort to meet me though I know you are really feeling tired. I know you are getting tired from all the traveling but you just carry on. I'm very happy yesterday you came down to my school to give me the surprise. Though the surprise is kind of predicted by me. But thank you very much.
Lao gong, remember this! I will never mind the gap of our age. What's most important is the love that matter. Let us work together to help us achieve our goal. You should know what goal I'm referring to. Please don't worry that when you went out to work and lack the time to be with me and afraid I'll feel unhappy, because I know you are working hard to achieve the goal. I'm waiting for the day you could ask me that question.
My someone is my dearest Lao gong, Gabriel Lim.
三月二十四日，我们第一次相遇。
四月十九日，两点四十五分，你对我说的第一次“我爱你”。
四月二十日，四点零五分，我对你说的第一次“我爱你”。
四月二十日，四点零二分，我答应了你，正式的在一起。
你的最大幸福，是发现了我爱你。
而我的最大幸福，是发现有你爱我。
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2:16 PM
23 April, 2007
Life is different..
cause things is changing..
changing to better each day..
Here i am enjoying..
Everyday..
Every moments..
Every hours..
Every minutes..
Every seconds..
of my life..
I love my life now because it is just too
IDEAL !!
I cant believe things is hapening to me..
in such a beautiful way..
Let's hope this will be the last for my life..
cause I just want this life..
forever..
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1:26 PM
15 April, 2007
Well i noe it has a long tym since i update..
I'm busy working la..
cant blame ok..
now currently working at IMM Home-fix..
can sae okok only ba..
haha..
But certain tym enjoy it..
Got to know friends..
happen alot and changes were made..
but i lky the life i'm leading now..
cux my life fill w/ happiness..
hope my life carry on in this way..
will soon update more after i start sch..
hmmm! i'm moving hse soon!
date not confirm yet..
mayb 2 to 3 mth later from now!
so haf to sae Good bye to toh guan!haha
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